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We all know something is happening in Canada.

I was poked to reach Etienne  , after I was waken up from a dream about the house in forest. And the name of Sylvain means of Forest.  With the drive by the need of Kim want to be relieved from 5 years working with me.. That’s why I called for a new helper . 

And I also talked to Sylvain before, asked Kim to invite him to AlinkA farm on the behalf of me. Which I thought it possibly can help the big Molly’s work and little Molly’s work joined into one. 

Recently, I just realized that in western mind, everything indeed was recognized in the individual boundary first. In stead of connecting dots beyond of limitation .   Specially, in my case, I had been seeking for people who is spiritual connected working for Kingdom of God dream. 

Indeed, I don’t mind it was my illusion.. as if I can convince myself it was. Then I would be much relieved .. as from my teenage time, I had been struggling  through my mother’s warning to me about my way of being naive ,  and keep insist on the way I believe is truthful and honest for my spiritual calling. 

 That’s where my excitement of hearing Etienne  talk to a pastor came from. As if you were called to the same Service.. 

But meanwhile I realize that most people indeed  would automatically take Male in a group as the leader in the house. That’s why I declared that I m boss in our video call .  hope that’s not cause confusing either..  as really, the house is playing  as spiritual family wish the soul being recognized  and restored. 

Reviewing my journey, I had been on my path when I was little and my work has never been given up for the heavenly understanding. 

While Kim had been  taking care of Marco for me.. I had my brain to connect map in the consciousness field. Also seeing how it connected with the reality according the order I was given.

The river of life indeed in the first split  have two sides, spiritual side and physical side.

The beginning of human indeed is the beginning of consciousness. 

If you go through the albums named as legend like  , you will see that I was called to find leaves on the trees to make medicine for souls. 

The river of life in the second split have two sides too, the reflection and projection from both side of first spilt. 

That’s also I was called to open the center in China in the city of Xi’amen which is on the other side of global working to touch the souls there to be able to reflect the common theMe of truth love and peace. 

Below is this year report and wish for 2022 from China center.

https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/QEPeQ4CXYGFNGZTpsi5ssg

This work started 2014, when the plane dropped was revealed to me before it turn real.

https://www.icloud.com/sharedalbum/#B0y53qWtHGL8twj

From my Angle of reality as Angel.. all those planes dropped as message to warn us the  risk of Earthship 

After all , all things are truly happened in God.. 

We are just going through the era which the name of Jesus has to be  recognized as the center of this circle of civilization. ( as to WHY, I can explain . so that on the Earth , there is no King of man  , but the spiritual king ..

Even there is King, he has to be alignment with The spiritual King by the way he lives out.

It is too important time.

I had been spinning my brain to win the race of the force of separation.. so that when the spring festival coming 2022, we can have pure stream with understanding of the circle ⭕️as it was.

I recalled Monya ‘s ID , spinchainoff,

And I also remember Gerald, I found in the similar dream about speaking of J-Er to G-Er. Jesus to God 

And Gerald shared with me a dream after walking on the AlinkA  land is to take chain off from a van to let it go.

So that I add the name of ID carry same meaning .. Monya and Dean in the email to share too.. Specially, her husband Dean , her sister has the birthday 12/5 , the day I was converted to Christ..the day I was born into the spiritual realm 

A heavenly society do request the system to respect wisdom, which is to recognize W-is from the beginning mirrored to M do to backwards find where we came from. 

When I donate 123 to the girl whose name is related to Tara Ma also Li- Ch, it turned out 138.38..

It made me saw under 1, the forces are even in the left and right. 

It is human’s collective choice to put weight on which  side of action toward the  truth love and peace.  Starting from our inner balance.. 

Reflecting the words :

Name - Amen-  Mean and it is how the word from the beginning playing in the spinning.

And it is also how we messed up to the extreme left or right. 

In the history , it was all so tangled..

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Molly Li <alinkagroup@gmail.com>
Date: January 29, 2022 at 10:25:31 AM EST
To: gjbresee@gmail.com, Grace Bresee <gracie5287@gmail.com>
Cc: lambtrax@outlook.com, Alison <sint@rideau.net>
Subject: Sharing consciousness  stream I observed as we are in the same wave trying to get the other side with bright light



Grace and Joy,

You two in row talking to me today. Feel like you both being poked by the spirit of Bresee which in my belief, marriage is joint of spiritual force originally for the future.. literally could mean “Lamb come “. 

( it was Monday already)

I was in deep consciousness ocean trying to find answer. 

I saw the spirit poked both of you to react the same day that  I discovered the Tang dynastic image of Jesus.

https://www.facebook.com/100002527681363/posts/4876896642404544/?d=n

I felt to share  with you this album.

https://www.icloud.com/sharedalbum/#B0yGtnIORJ1Rj2x

As there is trumpet in that video of 0:11 , from the other end, while from my end I saw it as funnel. 

I added Debbie in this email list.. as from the time she was Marco’s bus driver , when he got Marco buckled in. I know she works with her heart for Children. And she came back to me in this flow  together with Alison . 

And of course, later on, we also have lots of spiritual connections. Though because of my curiosity and attention going for understanding and talking with God Father and Mother Nature, I was never be “good” at “business” on the Earth.  Just using the investment and work to reflect on what was the force behind. I still believe only if soul being waken and know Holy Spirit in information field is just important as oxygen in air.. then Kingdom of God have chance to be realized. 

Though I also  concluded  many understanding what was wrong in this world. 

And Why and how to untangle the tangled system..

But I always believe system has to be built by the need from bottom up in the space.

But meanwhile from inside , the most important need of each individual is security. 

Once Canada is most peaceful country, as all people feel safe .. but because of economic focus , not human focus main stream, we are led off target.. indeed, in Hebrew, sin means off target.

But I always remember Jesus on the Cross, asking for forgiveness for the sinner. 

Would you please look into the note I made underneath those video and pictures.( the rat with crown is represent the thief is stealing the crown.. also could be mean that son of God take back the crown.. indeed, it is cross road we are at)

I felt strongly I was poked by the spirit , to keep the communication with people who have the same heart towards Jesus.  So that we can all get together to “fight” in the truth love and peace. 

And there are many Carmen played role for me to discover too. and now there is the trucker.

I wish the action today could eventually be lead to the initial of Kingdom of God.

Today, I saw people miss old time:

Love you all

Molly

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Responding to James letter

LOn Aug 11, 2021, at 8:45 AM, jamesbuckley@expcoach.ca wrote:

“You know that the rulers in this world lord it over their people, and officials flaunt their authority over those under them.But among you it will be different. Whoever wants to be a leader among you must be your servant,and whoever wants to be first among you must be the slave of everyone else.For even the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve others and to give his life as a ransom for many.” - Mark 10:35-45

Thinking of topic 

My topic also question as citizen of Canada in the spirit of truth is that : ( can we talk )

1) whether history repeats?

2)do you trust our government? 

3) if you do believe in Christ, do you think what he prayed shall not turn real on Earth, while we were taught pray in his name , we will get what we prayed 

4) if you were Jesus on the cross , how you would feel if people misused your name?

5) if we were truly Jesus student, what should we do for our teacher who left his teaching behind.  Should we purify his name and protect his name??  

6) if it was our own limitation due to our grow up influenced by the society, and the way we were taught to think caused our limitation, will you listen to the others??

I had been waiting for the message which try to include the system .. 

https://www.facebook.com/100002527681363/posts/4517742374986641/?d=n

Here it is.. Mr. Peter Au, and his plate “ R future”

Future in Chinese is written as “未來”,  it is said Lamb come in the reflective meaning in different consciousness layer.

Also “末日” the end day.  末，the leave , the medicine.  Is there future for humanity? “ 來日方長否” it is about how to cure the society. And I was called to find all the golden leaves on the maple trees in consciousness ocean to cure.

Indeed, my friend told me the First Nation story about it too.. 

Also recently Linu John from India came to my farm.. that indeed confirmed me Who was I m facing to at the other side of veil,  Li N U John .

John 1:1 is enlightened me discover Chinese Tao, and true meaning of it, and history of it.

And John’s prophecy created certain expectation which may cause the world end as misunderstanding.  Is what I had been trying to find way to explain why?? 

You can forward this to any Christian friend who seeks.. 

By the way, when you said, if anything in God would be prosperous ,  I agree and also do not agree with.  It depends on what it was set. If it was set for calling people being one in Jesus ,  being bridge between heaven and Earth. Then, it could be that the world do not have enough people working for God purely.

I only took my properties and myself and my son as my offering to Heavenly Father , also my ancestor in God to understand what is in the spiritual realm, if I m not using the power of human’s mind, but resonate with His heart. Just to see What it would turn out? 

I don’t seek my own success, but the true spirit of Jesus can shine through the darkness before dawn through our way to obey, love the world outside of us..

2021/8/10 Ed-Edwin-Macro Marco

Edwin, is living  in Hebden House with his family of 3 children , who is going to take care of B-us-in-ess ..  

I visited Ed’s father yesterday , Conrad.

He is top scientist in micro field. While I m trying to understand Macro world from background of it: God’s force. 

I should be more focus on Marco as Mother.

But I know it is our work to build bridge for cross cultures for the peace. 

But 34 is always easy to be twisted.

Chinese number system is about the position in time.  That’s why I have totally different view.. 

Dr.Ye , when Edwin came to my sight, as I mentioned connecting with AlinkA garden in China  is also top scientist in world. Including my high school classmate. No 1,   And I remember then I m No 4, I had memory of we two talking under the soccer gate. I saw 41 , the address number of AlinkA farm.  Did Canadian win soccer or football in Olympic? 

Yesterday, I also went to bank, met the boy who moved here 9 years old from China Xian , and his name “劉哲源” means Kim(金）卯（rabbit) 刂，哲（philosophy),源 (where the water came from), 

Xiamen and Xian only have “me “ as different.

TheMe  is the theme of the book of life. Only if human humble ourselves, we will see God. 

And Kim is sent by the Gerald , birthday 1/7 , and his mother is Carmen..( Car-men). His business called wisdom electrician..  and on his van. There is lightening image..  and then I just talked to the founder of 

Quintilian School

She told me her brother were killed in lightening shock.

The last circle of work, is about to understand The spirit of Joseph- Martin revealed by the stone of Richard’s father grave stone   and how it worked with lightening. As Martin was also shot 1999/7/19.

I hope Lisa can help me to tell all of us about the story of the Car, with plate Csky , Christ sky.. how it magically be fixed after lightening. Though it is pointed out the door is not closed, indeed the whole process , at least when it was broken , therefore the cause of the broken down is not about the door..  did we open and close door later?? 

Now, I possibly can give explanation to let go , if the electronic reason can be revealed to ease the tension of nation , meanwhile let people see the truth of spirits..  specially about the spirit of Christ.. 

And when I obtained the farm , for Marco’s bee when he was 9 years old, because from 6 years old, he starts to focus on bees, sometimes he is bees and some time he is bee keeper.

I feel we are also building spiritual LP-hive .

I remember on Edwin’s car plate, there is LP I was wondering , now I remember it was the name related to the project called for banner of Jesus: I called it L’ Phive.  Which is made to express Lio ve are one together..

Lisa, I did not remember you opened the back door of the truck after you moved to charge the ATV that day, so all things happened in the electoral level..  and from 2019 Dec, I or the spirit of truth Jesus mentioned will come is trying to tell me the message that the “ spirit” can effect back through the electrical level. There is spirit force behind are fighting accordingly as we are fighting in this world. 

It was our play , our brain , our action indeed feeding them 

I was wondering whether I can invite Kids co- develop the fairy tale. 

If kids sign on, we can use it as AlinkA circle project to bring artist to support them. 

Borrow the rose bush fuel subject to add fuel to Rosebush to burn them to reflect what Moses did on the desert to communicate with spirit.  And what we are doing is to oil the children.  As they are the buds of flowers. 

Oil the children to reflect the light , to be burn in the spirit for the Godly fire inside..

All the action of ritual is to remember the spiritual meanings. Most people forget that.. 

most historian just tried to explain it from the angle of Earthly. 

There is little urge  from my point of view. 

https://www.facebook.com/100002527681363/posts/4318470801580467/?d=n

The first 7 days in the 7th month of 2021

Message in mind for heavenly Earth

Today is 7/7 , in the lunar calendar 7/7, there was a legend related to the Rainbow.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cowherd_and_the_Weaver_Girl

The story of a cowherd and the weaver girl met each other that day with their children in the bucket carried by the shoulder pole. 

I believe most Chinese grew up with this legend , I still remember  the starry sky in the deep summer night, while I'm going to the dream land, we called as the bridge of Grandma( Wai po Qiao) , in the story around my ears with the breeze from grandma’s fan made by leaves of the sweet flag grass.

The memory of the bamboo bed on the side of the street, underneath the wall of sky-Well, and the watermelon cooled down in the bucket handing down in the water well, I still can see it in my mind. Just as I was watching into the deep well , looking at myself with the sky as background.  I still remember the first time I looked into the well, I was shocked by the image inside with the imagination of ghosts. Maybe there were too many horrific ghost stories I had already heard before then. Till I saw my own face with my sight adjusted to the light, I could not even go to look at my favorite watermolen for a while . The well memory  became clear and fascinating  , it indeed is the art of nature and humans with the moss and smooth shining stone stacked into pattern hundreds years before. Then the fairy tale of frogs became vivid.  As I can place them in my memory of where they came from.  Sometimes, I even felt empathy for their unwillingness to leave their well, but being mocked in human’s fables. As it is really really nice to be home, with the fine shining castles, which is called well. 

I,around  3 years old then, learned my first words writing from the Wall on the 57 road entrance , at the west side of no 2 fabric factory  in Xiaoshan, the town that sits on the south of Qian Tang River(Money Pond). This river is shaped like a trumpet.  and famous for the tide in Middle Autumn, . The words is written as 奋斗，from the sentence “ 為共产主义事业而奋斗＂Fight ( strive) for the cause of communism.

Now, at my age of 48, the year of ox, after I discover  77 in the date of birth: Grace Main, date of decease: Irene Lynn ,wedding date, Kim Donovan , I also found 

2 neighborhood churches in Elgin, located at 77 Main Street and 77 Kingston street , after I was poked  for attention 555 by the spirit of Pamela, Sep 23,2019 and in 2020, 2  friends driving 777 plated white cars to me.  

And further : the Marco Polo bridge  incident  starting  the war between China and Japan also happened in 1937. 7.7 Located no 77 .  There is a legend about the bridge from the same emperor who wrote that the wing and moon have no boundaries. Today, the name he gave to Marco Polo bridge  is to see the moon. 

And because war started up, the communist party in need of money, Father Jerry Donovan was kidnapped for ransom, and died. Meanwhile, the altar Chinese boy Francis Liu was freed. 

That’s how all those coincidental alignment names were seen. 

We as humans are indeed at the cross of roads. We need to make decisions to decide where we collectively go.

That’s why  I'm sharing my personal story to reflect the spirit of truth that  Jesus is already in the spirit to lead me to discover that Carl Jung’s synchronicity theory indeed could be proven together with theMe exists beyond our consciousness.

Message among people on the Earth: the letter to Jesus Trudeau and Canadians

Ya Jing Li

41 Bresee Road

Westport 

On K0G1X0

AlinkAgroup@gmail.com

2nd July 2021

Justin Trudeau

Dear Prime Minister and all Canadians

I watched your Canada speech, link below

https://www.linkedin.com/posts/justintrudeau_canadaday-activity-6816411533342494720-sBhM

I also shared Mr Clark’s song on my page on Facebook:

https://www.facebook.com/100002527681363/posts/4203138999780315/?d=n

after which a quotation from the bible came to mind

Mark 3:23-29 ESV

“And he called them to him and said to them in parables, “How can Satan cast out Satan? If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. And if a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. And if Satan has risen up against himself and is divided, he cannot stand, but is coming to an end. But no one can enter a strong man’s house and plunder his goods, unless he first binds the strong man. Then indeed he may plunder his house. “Truly, I say to you, all sins will be forgiven the children of man, and whatever blasphemies they utter, but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin”—”

We do view the country as a body with the government playing roles as the head and brain. I am worried that our Prime Minister may be blinded by the unintended consequences of his own actions.

If you honour our history then why did you allow officials in your government to destroy the historical record regarding the establishment of Canadian bank by your father? Many history scholars were against this move. Destroying these records made me have doubts about our system and made me doubt your statement about honoring our history.

As a citizen of Canada, I believe I have the right to ask why you allowed this to happen.

June 4th washing the foundation

Wake up, 

155


551

551 155

The mirror went to another layer of information.

Do you also saw the similar alignment of information in your journey??

I remember Louise and Tim’s visiting converted church , dog bathing key word mirrored one day while they are passing by here helping us..  that’s how I tell they are closing to the Rod in real life..

I had been asking for our circle to have group time talking about spiritual understanding.

I was told that I should not expect common understanding by Kim. My frustration was from then.

Whenever I could not get things this world, I go back to look for reason from the spirit. Therefore I am talking about the coincident of the spirit of founder of L’ache. So please don’t think people made me feel what Roberta mentioned blaming myself .  

I think the way Roberta leads and played will not get people United, if it is the typical of pastor’s way,  Then no wander church would be separated.

But indeed, all people only can process their life in their limitation. Including myself.. 

I believe I told circle all that Kim came to me taking care of friend who is  dying. So that I recognize his good heart as Buddhist. 

This name circle ended up Angela Scott introduced by Becky.

It is from good karma with the spirit

And then yesterday, we met meaghen, it was his good karma in this world.

I think all engagement with Kim is relating the the collective Karma, I paid for my ancestor.

Yesterday, I just found email 2013 Dec before 2014, I was revealed all those plane dropped.

The email was to my accountant Kenny Wan( Marco’s last name. So that then there is time, I was revealed the Earth under uncle’s eyes by the name of Jesus)

That’s the key that I decided to keep both business name under Marco and person Marco both under Uncles care..  

I am really just spiritual weaver through my own risk. 

And today evening , I will meet the truck owner, his last name was dyer. And his partner’s name is sword. I was called to put down the needle to make Map to pick up sword.. 

I am trying to organize my writing from beginning. Kim kept saying Roberta can help me. But indeed she can’t. As her brain are not functioning like that way.. and she kept trying to ask me not speaking and she says that people would pay more attention on me while I m not speaking .. 

My worry is that , if I turn on Earthly mind, I would judge people’s imperfections .  Then I guess, I would just want to spend time with Marco and my old friends, not play my missionary role to dive into the world by Heart as I was called to.. 

And first, i can sense the tension in AlinkA sub circle. Then I know it would effect all. That’s like spiritual war.

I indeed used our little circle as telescopes in time. To see  the spiritual war in heaven.

I am poking the curtain between God and human letting the light in.  I saw the light already. 

As I said, we are going into B ride of humanity.

I m called by real messages by the spirit of Truth love and peace. 

The reason I am trying to share with the world about the story, was to give hope about the heart towards Jesus teaching without being disturbed by human’s misusing it.

Tim is learning Taoism, would be like today’s most Chinese learning from Christian.

Like Christian Bible was manipulated.

Taoism Map of river was also manipulated.. in deed, the map of river was the TaiJi yin and Yang . The two drawings of dots are the book from different angle to see the Map.

Then the possible working object indeed laying on ÀÎ : artificial intelligence and Ai as the pronounce of love in Chinese. That’s why I had been trying to build AlinkA as educational center on “true love”..

Most people they even don’t understand what is true love.

Maybe Roberta can answer those 3 layer of loves Jesus asked Peter..: 

Anyway, I know I have no rights to ask friends playing with me. 

I now realize that why Christian teaching are not popular anymore. Why people seek Buddhism answer.

Does Kim know of Robin Mayor from Westport in person?? 

As Rothschild who had same birthday as mine also the start of money system also has middle name of Mayor,, and another Mayer was Kim’s sister, and David from Bay Street. And Bay is the name Ba and Ya linked in the middle mirrored . They are also trying to hold on the staff of God..  then just matter of how..

Only if all people recognize God, live in pure heart.. There will be no chance for heaven on the Earth..

I was trying to build through business world entity for physical need and spiritual need being taken care of under one roof.. 

Becky mentioned four pillar , i saw two words

無，WU, 舞 WU dance.

I always say How we play inside as group is more important than to build something outside.

I always look upon people first. 

By the way, whether we all should talk about what we are aiming at in each individual dreams.. then I come back to talk clearly what the play together will benefit all of us?? Is it still hard for people use term of Jesus after I am trying to explain about him, even with name made amen??

Sent from my iPhone

2 year of circle of wings was traced

After 555 , I saw 222, 52: I love

From now on, the target should be on how to make Christ consciousness as center of humanity.

The story my mom told about Doctor Yang and I:

At first glance, I have a feeling that you once said that Dr. Yang put you through the window. She is old and has trouble squeezing into the car. She will tuck you in first and ease herself. This child looks only about ten months old. It won't be you. Dr. Yang likes to take you out to play. You're about three years old. You'll leave on your own. Otherwise she can't hold you. She likes to teach you to read poetry: Spring River flowers and moonlit night, often take you in and out of temples, take you visit the literati and elegant scholars, want to teach Chinese medicine, acupuncture therapy. .....。 When I was young I used to be unwell. No matter spring, summer, autumn and winter, I always felt cold water on my body. She wanted to give me acupuncture, but I didn't want to. Once when I came to her home, I was not prepared, behind me, through thick cotton clothes, gave me a needle moxibustion. Since then, the disease has completely healed. The skill is superb. 

In my mind, still think of 5/14 birthday. And what happened.

About the mail I was expecting from him.. 

I was thinking of how tornado was formed and the relationship between the spirit force and nature force.  And while the spirit force is against the nature force, then it was created...

Now, all gets clear, the play I had with the land is to discover the relationship of collective Qi and nature Qi..

Now, is it possible and how to make it smooth and follow the order..

It will be all collective effort.: 

The May 13-14

The poster of 4 chinese traditional ladies:

One holding harp, One is playing the Go, one is writing, one is painting.

That’s the posters in the bed room of my sister and I. Carries wish of my grandpa towards us, I guess. To grow up with The Arts.

Now，I think the Art become the path I reach understanding of the truth of human beings.  Or another word, maybe from beginning, I already lived in the truth, as my self : S-elf is built so early that somehow I did not get brain washed. 

Now, indeed, whole my life could make a map out by people I had interacted with , by their names, all names are somehow related..

Another words, my life become a life experience for answering WHY,  I still remember my first question when I was still in my Aunt arms is that Why Adult is like that.

Then the whole life of me was to try to find myself in this world..

It was very interesting that when I first met Mike,,for kite racer: I saw my aunt’s eyes and eyebrows on his face. He is the writer. And interesting enough his story has two figures named as Prescott and Jean. And the two name already was in my life.. 

Jean , as myself, Prescott had ID evil-Jesus, I played chess with.  

Then, I was fighting with myself about my own emotion towards the Painter, before I knew of his Last name .

My doubts towards Painter was confirmed by the Writer’s saying: it was typical excuse White boy use aunt’s death to fly girl a kite..( though later I knew it was real, it seemed distrust scared me )

I remember then Mike kept mentioning the Idea of TV show who is most chinese . I think I m for sure.

Did you see those two chinese figure holding the tools around the free Masons G symbol??

I think problem of this world is that Western people are brought up by movie. They forgot that we are indeed all souls playing with our fleshes as our costume.. life indeed shall be divine play..  our first priority of life is not live to find balance with the world but to find balance between ourselves and our natural being. 

Begin forwarded message:

From: Molly Li <alinkagroup@gmail.com>
Date: May 13, 2019 at 10:25:35 PM EDT
To: Stickling Jens

Subject: Respond to Your question about Marco and picture of Alexander

Marco is still Marco. Time stays without tickling away in his mind. Just like me, spinning in the memories..  

Kim is the one taking care of Marco most time and includes me to create the space for me to hide in my pure imagination world.( spiritual realm)

The picture of your baby surely made me envy!!! 
Those type of emotion always brought me doubts about my choice of path..you really plays as your name called  means in the book of my life.Stickling means  “ scruple” .

Luckily, I am more convinced that it was not my imagination or I will say My pure intention brought me messages repeating reflecting the order of the truth of spirit.

Today I saw a picture  showing the reality of this world. A chinese chess player and international chess player.

And 5 years old me won 33 years old man in Chinese chess, Then from 9, I was on international chess journey, because of that I did not make the art club..another reason,  as my painting of orchid was not trusted to be my own work. I guess that’s why I had special feeling towards art.  T’he-Art is the farm spiritual name... and we are going to host artist group here in long May weekend. 

Anyway, I m still looking for way to express what was revealed to me by the spirit towards scientific world.. maybe a way not focusing on “the spirit of Jesus “ is easier to be accepted?? —- I m thinking louder.. 

Luckily, I also could find peace just building heaven on the Earth on the land to express the way it was supposed to be. Though it was slowly , but things are happening.

Now, 3:50am, Above message was mixed with two days thought 

The envy emotion and the doubts came together with my sickness feeling. ( my physical body reflected to my emotion obviously)
And waked up, thinking of I used my grandma’s tear, get me off from the kongfu  training almost feel like torture.. it also happened when I was 5, after that the saying about me being genius kid also runner was hovering above me.

It seems whole my life fighting for not to be a runner.. in deed, I still had been  running away from my mother’s eyes. 

But everything has a reason , it seems to me that  if we keep questioning WHY, “God “ will show up.. I think the major difference of Buddhism and One God belief is that onE God  belief do not let go off human nature as human was..by accepting our off target intendancy, then we don’t have to fight with it.  It is more acceptable to humans imperfection. Therefore it brings peace ... 

Such as the story of Bible put woman In the position to cause “sin” from the beginning. Then indeed, it bring woman more against their nature. Now, more woman play  like man 

...
My “negative “ -envy emotion, reminding me of all pains I had to live through this life caused by the world which Adult made . Also my un fulfilled dreams as a woman who once dreamed for having lots of kids by myself.

To me, only comfort I had is that I did make each move by my own choice to encounter with the spirit.. and I also know that my true home is beyond the Earth.. 

Even the mark I had on the heart meridian had story to tell :

Looks like a worm bite.. isn’t it?

I was just told by the pastor Paul that Catholic think all human just like worm.

I was bitten along in my life.along the heart meridian line

5-6 years old by English name as Gordon, Chinese Initial HY, I called his little name initial as JJ. He is my little neighbor grow up together was born in snake years.  The event that I let him bite till he chose to let me go, was indeed made me good kind name in neighborhood  As I could easily attack down the little 1-2 years old kid. I still remember it happened on a big pile of gravel. He climbed up and I was to take him down for his grandma. 

Then When I was 33 years old, my heart was bitten by somebody whose Middle name same  , same was born in year of  snake but 12 years elder than my little neighbor and even birthday were same as JJ.. ( how coincident life could be eh?)


And now, it was the mark in the middle.. it was bitten by the spirit also be called as the main stream collective consciousness.

I had been in deep question about myself whether I should speak up the spirit of Jesus talking to me loud or it was just me, myself talking to me? 

Or indeed, maybe I had been playing the chess with Evil Jesus in the spirit realm for the Jesus I believe in. 


I had been unsettled the whole night. It was the emotion being turned on by reviewing the path?

Kid naps happened in between.( I teased it as kidnap of spirit) 

Wake up into the news of fire of Iran which let me seeing the war again in the collective news.. 

Nuclear in Chinese, it is written as 核
And what my worried about the Mark left by medical test is written as “结核＂

In deed, it could mean connecting the core of heart. Also mean end up the nuclear .. 

The truth of my existence is that the “Event” talk to me like E-Vent..

And E-motion feel like energy/ esprit motion..

Maybe it is only happening to me, could not be considered as scientific data. But indeed, I was original from the Statistic study , I had been questioning Small probability event was considered  untruth . The saying itself is unreal. 

It was matter of trust of our own experience or the authority told us?? 

I m still waiting for the result of the X-ray. 
The reaction of my physical system whether it follows to what had been in my mind about worry of the nuclear war? 

Anyway,I  will be revealed by the X-Ray..

Speaking to Ray; I had been saying Ray in spirit.. It was very interesting, while I met Jo who introduce us Wolf Wolfensberger theory, I also met another mother whose boy was deceased. She  is so sad.

You guys all know the lake of wolfe as E flow in mirror? Right?

I know at the end, only light would be showing the truth..

As the memory of 1999, the same worry raised by the same theme issue.  It made my life another big circle in TheMe..

Again Circled..

Recently, I also found the Northern Star in Chinese which we use to refer the north direction. My great grandma told, each person on the Earth are related to the each star on the sky.
I had been identifying myself as the weaver to make painting on the time..  and Vega was the star we called as lady weaver. Which was in the constellation of Lyra..( symbol of harp is also very strong key in my story related to the two Gordon.. with spinning letters, I hope it means God r on ) 

Legend 

I guess Both of us did not realize the consciousness flow turned out to be a flood because you asked about Marco and shared with me the picture of little one.. LoL

I think  being understand is  need for any soul.. that’s why I keep exercise my way to communicate with this world..

Hugs
Molly 



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Friday May 10

Wallace mentioned his recently piece drawing the demon heads. 

The other side world talk about how to reunite hearts which is disturbed by Donald Trump by sciences using chinese Xi’s theory, I was wondering, a corrupted academic world will have real science?  And an eyes look upon one side of things would have the full global answer. 

Of course, I hope they also found what I found in those 20 years study , understanding the humanity. After all those years,I had been put into the role play life like “Don Quijote de La Mancha” in the spirits. 

I saw the image :

If I can How the world in my consciousness flow all those image came into my real life. Mice: being god mice while Mrs. Rice property on sale, and handle with hippopotamus while the sculpture of Hippopotamus of Chaka was brought into sight?

Meanwhile the geese and the duck image was reflected by Gerald.

And the bird was trying to play Taiji bowl.  I specifically asked Chaka to send a bird bathing item to pastor Paul for that image?

Indeed, not only his work was reflective to the image I received from the time, even the way he worked was in mirror:  Artist Wallace’s work was also about find images through image. 书（ writing）画（painting）is a pair in Chinese.. To me, words dance apart and spins to find the same order between west and east.

I hope when the order of consciousness was revealed, while everybody see the order of Rod of Time , there will be the peace. It was very very interesting too. Wallace asked for “what is peace. “, my name is 静，means peace. Recently knowing that the legend of white snake , the little sister 青，indeed is fish , not snake. That moment, I saw the name of “J” is the fish hook for me, the bait is my curiosity for what the “J” really is.  And the bait is Not existing outside but inside. 

If let me answer what is peace. Then I would say , as a fish , The Peace is when I know I m living in a pond the water is pure clean, even with Mud at the bottom.  

Now as soul of human , The water is poured together by consciousness flow by each individuals carries their dream for humanity. The dream they were originally born into from the beginning of time. 

After all; the Peace would be found from the eyes above the flow. or the eyes looking for the sky.

 I indeed saw hope on the roof of hospital. 

Well memory of 1999 repeats, I returned from Beijing to Xiamen after I ran away from house.  I was taking care of old landlord lady whose son left China because of 1989 events . I was in hospital for her in the Chinese New Year Eve then I started the same type of coughing. 

Now this April, i went back China knowing what I m dealing with in the spirit, I saw the death on the plane I return, but I also know all are well in God. 

Hope this mark is just for memory to tell the story. and the story for my spinning dream for “God r on.. “  the Earth.

I always feel myself a weaver, to weave the time and space and human and events together to understand the order of God.

I found 

No wander The Harp image was significant in my life. 

Oh, Wallace : I almost think make a Wall called A’s  .  On that, I would like to paint the monkey business story..

As I m truly the blue planetary monkey in Maya’s story.

But this Monkey “ 申＂with the message given from above “礻＂神 is God..